last week: him and i him and me 72 hour days lip open quiver drool methamphetamine psychosis this week: 16 hour sleep eating actual food in bed silence n stuff
why is it so hard to believe that women can have stereotypically ‘masculine’ emotions. am i turning into the heartless bitch that i’ve never wanted to be. all i want to 10 minutes of a relationship then go home by myself sleep by myself shower by myself listen to new order by myself sex is boring
my food hole is a trash receptacle mornings after drinking the night before. + super babe that’s totally into me that i’m totally into… he’s nice/sweet as fuck. assssss as fuck saving money getting matching tattoos with friends adam’s show was stellar as fuck my cat and i share smoked fish for breakfast - literally every man wants to fuck/be with/hit on me INSTEAD...
i mostly wish that i never met you